Pain Mask: Their Hearts Are Scarier Than Ghosts

Chapter 10

The Price of Pushing Kids (Part 3)

Silent Bones (Part 1 - continued)

Grandma Zhou used to live in my grandmother's neighborhood. She was a fixture at the community center mahjong tables, always cheerful, always bringing homemade snacks for the other seniors.

My grandmother described her as "a good soul, always smiling, never complained about anything."

But behind that smile, Grandma Zhou's life had been anything but easy.

After her husband died, she sold everything in the village and moved to the city to be near her son. Justin Zhou and his wife Maya were not the loving, filial children Grandma Zhou had hoped for.

Maya, especially, made her feelings clear. She considered her mother-in-law a burden—a country bumpkin who didn't know how to behave in polite society, who cooked strange food and spoke in a dialect Maya couldn't understand.

Grandma Zhou did everything she could to be useful. She cleaned, she cooked, she took care of the apartment. She never asked for anything. She ate last and least. She folded herself into the smallest possible space in their lives, trying not to be in the way.

But no matter how hard she tried, Maya's resentment only grew.

The arguments started small—over cooking, over cleaning, over Grandma Zhou's presence in their home. Then they escalated. Maya began leaving passive-aggressive notes. She "accidentally" threw away the food Grandma Zhou prepared. She told her friends that her mother-in-law was "impossible to live with."

Justin, caught between his mother and his wife, chose the path of least resistance. He didn't defend his mother. He didn't stand up to his wife. He simply looked the other way.

One day, when I was about ten, Grandma Zhou showed up at our door with a bloody nose and a bruised cheek. She said she'd fallen. My grandmother didn't believe her, but she didn't press the issue. She invited her in for tea and cake, and Grandma Zhou spent the whole afternoon at our apartment—the longest I'd ever seen her stay away from Justin's place.

After that, the visits became more frequent. Grandma Zhou would stop by "for a chat" with my grandmother, always with a small gift—fruit from the market, a bag of sunflower seeds, a pair of hand-knitted socks.

She never mentioned Justin or Maya. My grandmother never asked. They simply sat together, two old women sharing tea and silence, and that seemed to be enough.

Then, one autumn, Grandma Zhou stopped coming.

My grandmother called her apartment, but the phone went unanswered. She went to the building and knocked on the door, but no one was home. She left a note, but it was never returned.

When my grandmother finally reached Justin on the phone, he said, "She went back to the village. She's fine."

My grandmother didn't believe him. But there was nothing she could do. She was old, she was tired, and the world didn't listen to old women who worried about other old women.

That was three years ago.

Now, Grandma Zhou's body had been found inside a cement barrel in a river, and the only person who could—or would—tell us what happened was Justin Zhou.

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Silent Bones (Part 2)

I remember the day Justin came to the station.

Medium height, medium build, forgettable face—the kind of person you'd pass on the street without a second glance. His wife, Maya, sat beside him, perfectly composed, not a hair out of place.

Justin's eyes were red, though whether from grief or sleepless nights, I couldn't tell.

"Thank you for coming in," I said.

Justin nodded stiffly. "We want to help however we can."

"I need to ask you some questions about your mother. When was the last time you saw her?"

Justin exchanged a glance with Maya. "About... three years ago. She went back to the village. We tried to stop her, but she insisted."

"Did she contact you after she left?"

"No. She didn't have a phone. We... we assumed she was fine."

I let the silence stretch. Justin shifted in his seat.

"Did your mother have any enemies?"

"Enemies?" Justin blinked. "She was an old woman. Who would she have enemies with?"

"Did she ever mention feeling unsafe or threatened?"

Justin shook his head. Maya, however, spoke up.

"She was always welcome in our home. We did everything for her. She chose to leave."

I studied Maya. Her expression was placid, her tone even. A woman who had rehearsed this conversation many times.

"Mrs. Zhou, did you and your mother-in-law get along?"

"Of course," Maya said without hesitation. "I treated her like my own mother."

The lie was so bald that I had to suppress a reaction. In my peripheral vision, I saw my mentor watching the couple with black, impassive eyes.

Justin and Maya left the station, and I turned to my mentor.

"She's lying."

"Obviously."

"How do we prove it?"

My mentor's answer was characteristic: "We don't prove it. We find the evidence, and the evidence proves itself."

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Over the following weeks, we built the case piece by piece.

The cement barrel had been purchased at a hardware store on the outskirts of the city, paid for in cash. The store's security camera footage was grainy and the timestamp was off by several hours—but the figure buying the barrel matched Justin Zhou's build.

A forensic analysis of the cement mixture revealed it contained an unusual additive—a specific type of sand found only in the riverbed near the village where Grandma Zhou had grown up.

This was significant because Justin had claimed he hadn't been to the village since he was a child. But tire tracks matching his car were found on a muddy road leading to the riverbank near the dump site.

The evidence was circumstantial, but it was mounting.

Then, we caught a break.

A neighbor in Justin's building—a nosy old woman who made it her business to know everyone else's—came forward with a critical piece of testimony.

Three years ago, on the night Grandma Zhou "went back to the village," the neighbor heard a loud argument from the Zhou apartment. She heard a woman crying—she thought it was the old grandmother—and a man's voice shouting. Then, silence.

The next morning, she saw Justin carrying a large, heavy bundle down the stairs. He loaded it into the trunk of his car and drove away.

When she asked Maya where Grandma Zhou had gone, Maya said, "She went back to the village. She's fine."

Justin and Maya were arrested the following day.

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Silent Bones (Part 3)

Under interrogation, Justin Zhou's composure cracked within the first hour.

He wept. He raged. He pleaded. He blamed Maya. He blamed his mother. He blamed the world.

But at the center of his confession was a story so mundane and so tragic that it almost defied belief.

The argument had started, as it always did, over something small.

Grandma Zhou had cooked dinner—a simple meal of stir-fried vegetables and rice, the kind of food she'd grown up eating in the village. Maya, who was on a diet, took one look at the greasy dishes and refused to eat.

"Can't you make something normal?" she'd snapped. "Something that doesn't look like peasant slop?"

Grandma Zhou had smiled her gentle smile and said, "I can make something else. What would you like?"

Maya had thrown her napkin on the table. "I'd like you to stop cluttering up this house! You're everywhere—your things, your food, your smell. I can't breathe!"

Justin had said nothing. He'd stared at his plate and kept eating.

The argument escalated. Maya claimed Grandma Zhou had been spying on her—going through her things, reading her diary. Grandma Zhou denied it, but Maya was incensed.

"If you don't like it here, you can leave!" Maya had screamed. "No one's keeping you! Go back to your village! See if anyone there wants you!"

Justin had finally spoken, but not to defend his mother. "Mom, maybe you should go. Just for a little while. Until things calm down."

Grandma Zhou had looked at her son with an expression I can only describe as the complete erosion of hope.

She went to her room and began to pack.

An hour later, Justin went to check on her and found her sitting on the edge of her bed, clutching the spider-web pouch she'd embroidered for herself.

He sat down beside her and said the words that would haunt him for the rest of his life:

"I'm sorry, Mom. It's just... it's hard for all of us."

Grandma Zhou had said nothing. She'd simply nodded, finished packing, and walked out the door.

That was the last time Justin saw his mother alive.

Three days later, she returned. Not to the apartment—Justin wouldn't allow that. She came to the building's entrance and asked to speak with her son.

Justin refused to come down.

So Grandma Zhou waited. She sat on a bench outside the building and waited for three days. She ate bread from a convenience store. She drank from a public water fountain. She didn't sleep.

On the third night, a maintenance worker found her slumped on the bench, unresponsive. He called an ambulance, but it was too late.

The official cause of death was heart failure.

Justin and Maya collected the body from the morgue, signed the paperwork, and drove to the riverbank.

Justin had been the one to suggest the cement barrel. He'd seen it in a movie, he said. He thought it would keep her safe—keep the animals away, keep the river from carrying her off.

"I couldn't bury her in the village cemetery," he said, sobbing. "She would have wanted to be near me. Near her family."

So he'd weighed her down with cement and dropped her into the river, as close to the city as he could manage.

"I couldn't even give her a proper burial," he whispered.

The fishing line snapped, and the silence in the interrogation room was absolute.

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Silent Bones (Part 4)

The case against Justin Zhou was, legally speaking, complicated.

He hadn't murdered his mother—she'd died of natural causes. But he'd concealed her death, disposed of her body, and lied to investigators. The charges would be obstruction of justice, unlawful disposal of a corpse, and fraud (he'd continued to collect her pension for three years).

Maya faced similar charges, though her role was more difficult to prove. She hadn't physically disposed of the body, but her treatment of Grandma Zhou—including the emotional abuse and the final confrontation—constituted a pattern of cruelty that the prosecution would argue contributed to her death.

The real question was whether Justin's actions on the night of the argument constituted criminal negligence or something worse.

My mentor argued that they did.

"Justin Zhou didn't just fail to protect his mother," he said at the case review. "He actively participated in her exile. He told her to leave. He refused to see her when she came back. He left her to die on a bench outside his apartment building. In my book, that's not negligence—that's abandonment."

The prosecutor agreed. Justin Zhou was charged with criminal negligence leading to death.

Maya, however, was a different story. She was articulate, well-dressed, and outwardly composed—the kind of witness who plays well in front of a jury. Her lawyer argued that she'd been a "concerned daughter-in-law" who'd "done her best" with a "difficult" mother-in-law.

The trial was a media circus.

Justin wept on the stand. Maya sat ramrod straight, denying everything. The neighbor testified. The forensic evidence was presented. The cement barrel was displayed in the courtroom—a grim gray monument to a son's failure.

In the end, Justin was convicted of criminal negligence and sentenced to four years. Maya was acquitted of all charges—though the judge noted, in his ruling, that her behavior was "deeply troubling" and "contrary to the values of a compassionate society."

I sat in the back of the courtroom and watched Maya leave, flanked by her lawyer, her face set in an expression of triumph that made my stomach turn.

My mentor, standing beside me, said nothing.

Outside the courthouse, my grandmother was waiting. She'd traveled three hours by bus to be here, dressed in her good coat, her hands folded in her lap.

She didn't speak to the reporters. She didn't look at Justin or Maya. She simply sat on the bench outside the courthouse—the same kind of bench where Grandma Zhou had spent her last three days—and she wept.

I sat beside her and held her hand.

Some cases teach you about the law. Others teach you about people.

This one taught me that loneliness can be a kind of violence—a slow, grinding, infinite violence that erodes a person from the inside out until there's nothing left but bones in a barrel at the bottom of a river.

Grandma Zhou hadn't been killed by a knife or a bullet or a blow to the head. She'd been killed by the absence of love—in a city of millions, surrounded by people, she'd died alone on a bench outside her son's apartment because no one would let her in.

The law has limits. It can punish the guilty, but it can't restore what's been lost.

All we can do is bear witness, and remember.

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Silent Bones (Part 5)

After the trial, I went back to my grandmother's apartment.

She made tea in silence and set a cup in front of me. I wrapped my hands around the warmth and stared at the old woman sitting across the table—older than I'd ever allowed myself to notice, her hands spotted with age, her eyes tired but still sharp.

"You were right," I said. "You always knew something had happened to her."

My grandmother nodded. "I knew the moment Justin told me she'd gone back to the village. She would never have gone back. That was her home when she was young, but her life was here. Her son was here. Her friends were here."

"Why didn't you push harder? Why didn't you go to the police?"

My grandmother looked at me with a sadness I couldn't fully comprehend. "I did. I went to the station twice. They said there was no evidence of foul play. An old woman who'd told her family she wanted to go back to the village—where was the crime?"

I closed my eyes. An old woman goes missing. The family says she left voluntarily. The police file a report and move on. No body, no crime.

Until three years later, when a dredging project pulls a cement barrel out of a river.

"Grandma," I said, "I'm sorry."

She shook her head. "Don't be sorry. Be angry. Be angry enough to make sure this doesn't happen again."

I didn't promise that. I couldn't. The world is what it is.

But I did make a silent vow: I would remember Grandma Zhou. I would remember the spider-web pouch she clutched in death—her last connection to a tradition and a family that had abandoned her.

And I would never, ever, let a case like this slip through the cracks again.

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Silent Bones (Part 6)

The case was closed.

Justin Zhou went to prison. Maya walked free. Grandma Zhou's remains were cremated and interred in the city cemetery, paid for by my grandmother.

The spider-web pouch—the only thing that had connected Grandma Zhou to her past—was entered into evidence and eventually returned to the family. Maya threw it away.

But that wasn't the end.

Three months after the trial, I received a letter. No return address, no signature. Just a single line of text:

"Justice isn't always served in a courtroom."

I showed it to my mentor. He read it, set it down, and said, "Sometimes the best thing we can do is shine a light in the dark corners. Even if it doesn't change anything, at least people can see what's hiding there."

I kept the letter in my desk drawer and got back to work.

There were always more cases. More dark corners. More bones waiting to be found.

And as long as there were, I'd be there—bearing witness, solving what could be solved, and remembering those who'd been forgotten.

That was the job.

That was the vow.

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Unseen Eyes (Part 1)

I was being watched.

The camera was barely the size of a fingernail, hidden inside the electrical outlet in my bathroom—for six whole months.

From that angle, every moment I spent in the bathroom—showering, using the toilet, changing—was captured and transmitted.

Six months ago, the previous owner, an elderly woman, had needed money urgently and sold her apartment in the old district at a below-market price.

I'd poured all my savings into buying it, then borrowed from a friend to furnish the 70-square-meter space with love and care.

I thought I'd found a haven after years of drifting.

I couldn't have been more wrong. It was the beginning of a nightmare.

Because it was an older building, the wiring had issues. The previous owner had warned me not to use a hair dryer in the bathroom, as it would trip the circuit.

During renovations, I'd told the electrician and the property manager about this. On the day I moved in, I'd mentioned it to my friend and my boyfriend, Felix.

A lot of people in my life knew I wouldn't touch that outlet.

The day I found the camera, I'd bought an electric toothbrush. It was low-wattage, I figured—surely it wouldn't trip the circuit. So I plugged it in.

The toothbrush didn't charge, but I found the pinhole camera instead.

The moment I pulled it out, my heart nearly burst through my chest. Image after image flashed through my mind—undressing, showering, using the bathroom, even...

Fear seized my throat. I staggered into the living room and frantically searched for "pinhole cameras" on my computer.

But the search results were blocked. Shopping sites showed nothing, news articles only reported terrifying incidents.

I didn't know where to get information about the camera: who sold it, how clearly it could film, whether I could trace it back to the person behind it.

I knew nothing. Only that my face was burning and my hands were ice-cold.

I used to enjoy watching slice-of-life livestreams—they felt cozy and relaxing.

Now, staring at the screens of "lens" after "lens" on the search page, I was dizzy with horror.

Those colorful pages morphed into a monster covered in eyeballs, reeking of decay, lunging at me!

I fled my apartment and crouched in the hallway. I wanted to call Felix, but I froze.

Felix was the golden boy—smart, driven, the star of every social circle, a man without a single stain.

I'd always felt inferior to him, which was why I'd worked so hard to buy this apartment before we got married—proving I was independent, that I deserved him.

I loved him deeply, and he loved me just as much—intensely, wholly, sometimes overwhelmingly.

At his suggestion, we shared an online account. I could see his purchases—household items, electronics, professional books—and he could see mine.

Once, I'd treated an out-of-town friend to a stay at a boutique hotel, and Felix called immediately to question me. I'd scrambled to apologize.

He cared about me so much. I couldn't imagine what would happen if he found out someone had recorded me naked.

I couldn't call him. I couldn't call the police either.

I'd invested too much money in this apartment. My work, my life—they were all tied to it. I couldn't afford to lose it.

So I had to keep living here.

Which meant the person who'd installed the camera could easily find me.

Even if the police caught the peeper, how long would he get? Ten days? A month? Six months?

And when he got out, how would he retaliate? Once the story went public, what would people think of me?

They'd laugh at me for being stupid enough not to notice for so long, then point at my back and whisper: Look, that's her—the girl from the latest privacy scandal.

How could I live like that?

That night, I tore apart every room, checking every outlet, appliance, picture frame, and stuffed animal with the methods I found online.

Thankfully, there was only one camera.

When I finished, I finally calmed down.

I thought of the electrician who'd handled my renovation—Chen, a stocky man in his fifties who'd asked why I wasn't supervising the work. When I said I was busy and didn't want to trouble my boyfriend, he'd called me a "treasure" and warned me that the renovation market was full of pitfalls.

At the time, I'd thought he was kind. Now, that word—"treasure"—made my skin crawl.

I thought of Chen's apprentice, a muscular guy in his twenties who barely spoke, always working quietly. He seemed honest and simple.

But when I'd handed him a glass of water, he'd brushed his fingers against mine.

And then there was the property manager—Mr. Cai—who'd come to register my information and asked if I was single.

When I told him I had a boyfriend, he laughed and said I was silly—women shouldn't buy apartments; it was a bad deal.

He knew I lived alone, knew my schedule, and every time we bumped into each other in the complex, he'd...

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